2001…
I met you on a Friday, two days before your birthday. I was just coming back from lectures and I saw you selling Six Foot Plus’ tapes for a show later that week. You were with some other people at a photographer’s stand and you caught my eyes. You weren’t dashingly handsome like I would write in my stories but you stood out with your smile and my world stood still. I could have walked away but a force greater than both of us drew me near. And then you saw me and couldn’t stop staring. You said it was my lips that held you. I picked a tape (even though I already had one at the hostel), made small talk with you and handed you the cash to pay. You said you didn’t have any change and I told you to keep it and pay me some other time. I walked away and almost slapped myself for not fixing a date to see you again but for me, I was okay with that one moment.
But I saw you later that night. I was with my boyfriend whom I was going to dump the next night. He and I were both going to watch some movie at the SUG café as you walked by. I stopped and so did you and we spoke and parted. But I didn’t stay long with him, though. I left him with his friends and looked for you and found you buying a drink. You got me one too and we sat and talked like we had known each other before. You made me laugh that whole night until the wee hours of the morning and I still couldn’t get enough of you. We planned to meet later but God had better plans for us.
2002…
Life and its complications had parted us and we both had the stress of school on our shoulders. I saw you every now and then and we said hi when we knew we wouldn’t sound or look awkward. But I longed to steal a kiss or two…to remember how it felt, to have my heart beating at its regular rhythm again. Then one evening you saw me in school and dragged me away from class in your ususal unpredictable manner. We had dinner and you told me you didn’t like the guy I was with, that he wasn’rt treating me fine. I asked you if you could do better. You didn’t reply. As we walked back to your place, I asked you if people asked me what you were to me, what was I to tell them? You looked at me like I was stupid and said I should tell them you were my boyfriend. I laughed. It sounded odd to claim someone whom other girls were claiming. I refused you in my heart and was torn for it but with a wide grin, I accepted your proposal. We didn’t last two weeks but in that short period, I got you to say the L word and though you later said you never meant it, I knew I had stolen your heart.
2003…
I found you at the department, going through your lecture timetable for the semester. ASUU had just allowed us back in school after six months and many things had happened at that time. I had gotten closer to God, having lost my best friend and experienced a major heartbreak. You, on the other hand, had your own issues but we both had grown a lot. Now tired of the games, we were ready to fall in love again. I watched you for a while as you copied your timetable and then I snuck in behind you and covered your eyes. You didn’t know who it was but the moment you turned and saw me smiling back at you, you said it was a ‘Yay!’ moment. You thought you had lost me forever. That evening you dropped by and we walked to your place. NEPA had done their thing and we were alone in the dark, sharing stories from our lives, filling in the parts we both had missed from each other. You know how it feels when you are afloat, soaring in the wind with no weight to hold you down? That’s how I felt that evening and then in your unpredictable way, you kissed me without warning. And all the warm memories flooded in.
2004…
Foolish thing you did. You missed an exam! In your final year! I was mad at you but I told you it was okay and though you didn’t believe me, you took my word for it. Later, we would sit and talk about how God let it be so you could stay the next year with me. We began to make plans for our future together. You proposed. There was no ring and it was nothing romantic but I said yes. I wasn’t even serious about it but somehow I couldn’t forget the date. It stuck.
2005…
Rough year for me academically with Gwags and all its wahala but you were there for me up until the final moment. I remember nights when it was just you and I in the dark, talking about God knows what. It had always been like that for us and even till this day, we never get tired of talking. That year you took a beating for me too. All four of those bastards were upon you and all I could do was watch. They got what was coming to them later but I still will never forget that you were the only man who ever fought for me. Ah! My first script! You sat me down before my PC and made me type something out. I said I couldn’t write, you said I was a very good writer and didn’t know it. It was you who birthed me into the world I now call my life.
2006…
Here the drama began. I left home to be with you because yes, that’s what young lovers do. They love, they do silly things but sometimes those silly things bear good fruit. We had nothing but the assurance of our love. And we knew we were going to make it no matter how ridiculous it sounded at the time. We were stupid in love.
2007…
Things got bad for us. I was sick, spending most of my time at the hospital at the mercy of doctors. No one knew how bad it was, just you. You saw me at my worst and yet you stayed. Most guys would have left me but you didn’t. You held my hand all through, even as my ailment depleted you in every way. You never complained; you prayed ceaselessly and once I saw tears in your eyes. During the moments I was better, you made me write. It was you and I who sat and created my strongest characters. You taught me how to create a living, breathing world around them. You taught me how to write.
2008…
Our parents didn’t understand. The world around us didn’t get us. It seemed we were going to lose each other, tossed by the waves of opposition. But God held our hands and we did not fall. He made us strong to face the waves. We thought it was going to pass but it had just begun.
2009…
So this was how it felt to be all alone on your own. But we were now adults, we had come a long way, we had grown. You were positive the whole time. I came from a place where weakness was not allowed and where I was not permitted to fall. But you told me falling didn’t mean failure; it meant I was in a humble position to see what I wouldn’t have been privileged to see if I stood tall. Then you would hold my hand and pull me up with every encouraging word. Bit by bit you built in me a strong, confident woman. You made me believe in myself and all I could accomplish. You made me dream again. You made others dream too. They came to you to have you speak to them—to give them hope even when you were struggling with yours—young and old alike. They thought you wiser than your years. If only they saw you when you buried yourself in my arms and looked for strength.
2010…
Things were looking up. Dreams were beginning to come true but my sickness returned and I had to go through the surgeon’s knife again. I despaired, I wanted to give up. But you wouldn’t let me. In the end, I made it and you were there, waiting for me with that sunny smile. That day I knew everything was going to be fine. That day I knew I was never going to leave you.
2011…
We got married. We had our baby. But she was sick. More hard times. And you wouldn’t even let me feel it. You took it all on your back but God is not a sadist; He loves to see us smile and he was about to put an end to all the pain. At this point we were strong enough to ride on raging waves and were humble enough like Peter to say “Lord, save me!” when we were sinking. Finally, we had learnt the secret and we were beginning to see things turn around even when they were not. We had no idea what He had for us.
2012…
That was just last year. All day, I’ve been trying to remember one memorable moment and I haven’t been able to. Not because there wasn’t but because every moment was memorable. You had rewritten what love meant to me and I saw it through many different angles like the times when we would drink cheap wine and get high on it while we played Call of Duty, killing zombies and laughing our asses off like killing zombies was ever funny; or the times you would follow me shopping and form not being interested while you gathered enough aproko gist to fill my ears with later, or the way you started watching Fashion Police and made me a fan too. Then how can I forget how you would make me read out everything I wrote (lazy you), or the smile you wore every time you saw me coming from afar, or how you loved to hold me when you slept at night or your kisses before you left for work in the mornings, or the times when I had a long day out and returned home to a meal waiting for me… Aren’t you a dream, sweetie? I know I can be crazy at times and do things that would make a normal man beat me all the way from here to Egypt but you would look at me and smile and say “na you sabi.” Yeah, you just have your own thing going in your calm and collected manner and I’m loving your swag all the way.
2013…
Someone says I have the perfect man but I don’t think I do. You’re imperfect in every way but you’re the right man for me. I am glad I am alive to see another year with you. God couldn’t have made it any better.
I know you hate that I’m doing this because you like your privacy and all but baby, I am in love and I want to tell the whole wide world how I feel.
I LOVE YOU, OWEN and since the worst has not changed how I feel after all these years, then nothing but great things are coming our way.
Thanks for being there…
Thanks for loving me…
Thanks for making me a woman…
Thanks for making me a mother…
Thanks for showing me what love really is…
Thanks for bringing me closer to God…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE.